IN PROGRESS

Assalamualaikum readers, (wait! do I have readers??) lol

Well as you can see about the post title, my blog is still in progress of editing. I'm kinda busy for exam right now so there's no time to edit it.

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WAITING FOR YOUR LOVE? LIVE YOUR LIFE !

Hi fellas

I don't know what I should talk about now..

I guess I'll talk about what I usually talk... yeah... LOVE.

  

Knowing that you love someone you have to let them go.

And don't force em to love you back. Don't ever touch their privacy cause they might be suffocated with us. 

Trust me.

And yes, you can approach em but don't make it look too desperate.

Don't know about him alright.. but when you actually say you done with him

he'll be like, .. ''oh God thank goodness'' *although he didn't say it to you*

Yes,

I know that it's hard to forget about someone you love

but try to move on. It does take times. What can you do rather than to forget em?

 Live your life pals.

Don't ruin it because of someone who don't love you in return.

Maybe there's someone out there who's waiting for you.

If it's really your fate with the one you love, you'll be together sooner or later.

God has better plan for us. Let Him plan it for you. Just go with the flow.

 Maybe He'll find you someone better than him

You just WAIT.

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SOME STORIES I WANNA SHARE ;)

Assalamualaikum pals, it's been a while i didn't write to you guys...

 Okay that pic was the last selfie of us in the lab for this semester! no lab report for this 6 weeks to go!

yeepeeeee !!! Enough load pals, enough !

Thank you Miss Dahlia for your taught through out this sem. You're helpful in guiding and teaching us.

Alright , next !

 

 

 After dead tired working on drama to perform on English Day in past activity week, 

we got the second place ! OMG ! thank goodness :)  After all the practices we made.. hahaha at last we 

made it! Although in the second place ~ *winkwink*

Lastly,

 You know what??! It's silly when you judge me before you KNOW ME WELL!

Just saying ~ ~ ~

I am pretty sure that you'll 'obsessly' love me when we kinda, sorta have some talk alright ? hahaha 

Don't be afraid, I wont bite ;)

DO FIND AND FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM !!!

>>>> DEANAHARQAYJBIEB <<<<

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I Don't Have A Crxsh, Plus I Don't Wannna Have Any

Assalamualaikum fellas ^^

It's me again .... 

Today,

I wanna tell you a sad story about my crxsh..

So here it is.. during the msr week, I like a boy and he's my dear senior.. and I get excited about him so I

stalk him like crazyyy.. then I found his twitter, fb and instagram and I followed him ^^

And he accepted my friend request plus followed me too.. 

But the happy moment didn't last long because then I found out he has a girlfriend through his comment 

with another girl.. which is my senior too.. Soon, even though it is hard for me to accept the fact, I've made 

my decision to unfollowed him and blocked him instantly.

One morning, we got bumped in front of the campus, we're acting so awkward like didn't know where to 

look at and I walk extra fast. It's like I don't wanna see him again.

After the incident, I heard some rumor about him which they were saying that he's not a student of this 

university.. But then I realize that he just found out he has a lot of secret admirers.. erghhh ! boyssss.

So there. Right now I don't have a crxsh plus I don't wanna have any.    

Sincerely with love,

 

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Last Day Bersuka Ria ^^ :((

Assalamualaikum fellas ,

Now I'm at MICET ^^ Alhamdulillah ~ got this opportunity to continue my studies.. okay lah.. Orientation week a.k.a MSR week dia best gila. Gempaklah jugak. haha .. Fasi pun okay.. takde lah kena mintak tandatangan ape benda semua tu ...

hmm.. aktiviti dia best.. ade macam2 program. yang paling aku suka xi shua shua dance. haha. tergedik gedik.. pastu . fasi dia baik je.. cute semua ada lah.. paling tak tahan masa diorang prank birthday tu.. rasa nak cekik je.. haha... (beranike?)

So .. hari ni, hari last bersuka ria sebelum start class. esok class start pukul 9.. boleh lah tu kan..minggu ni class pukul 8 ade sehari je iaitu! hari jumaat. hmm

Jadual tak pack sangat kott. tapi esok class general chem banyak gila la..

I think sampai sini dulu... penat lah ..kepala dah pening.. okay pen off now..

Goodnight ^^

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ALHAMDULILLAH . MICET, MELAKA ^^

Assalamualaikum dear fellas, 

Alhamdulillah praise to Allah .

Finally I'm gonna be a college student starting from 26 Jan 2014 . Insyaallah ~ I'll continue my studies at UniKL MICET , Melaka which is sponsored by MARA ^^ The course I'm taking is Chemical Engineering in Process . 

I would like to congratulate to my friends too, who get the offer to continue their studies starting from this very beginning 2014 ! I've heard that a few of my college students will be continue their studies in Melaka which makes me so excited to meet and learn with them again ! ^^

My family also get excited when we get the result and they begin to put high hope on me too (again) . . . After asking the officer about studying abroad, she said if the students maintain their pointer which is 3.5 and above, they'll send us abroad (katanyalah) Three years in Melaka , another three years abroad . 

So yes , to achieve this GOAL ,  I want to do some wishlist . They're : 

• Get 3.5 and above on every semester 
• Studying abroad

Yeah that's the wishlist for now . I know this course is tough and hard for me but I have interest in it so I wanna go for it ! 

Lastly , I wish that all of the readers will pray for our success ! Pretty pretty pleaseeee ~ haha THANK YOU SO MUCH . Love y'lls . Pen off . ^^

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Muhammad Ariffssssssss a.k.a SEPET ^^

Assalamualaikum dear readers,

Haih .. tak de ape pun nak buat malam ni bosan . BORED . Okay ! I'm gonna post something . Yang kat title tu bukan nama boyfriend ke ape ke . Jangan nak mengarut ehhh ~

Dia yang request nak buat macam mana . hokhok ! so kita post something pasal dia ..

Hmm ..

First impression eh ? Haaa .. dia ni budak Key Elle or Selangor maybe . Yeah style la jugak . He is my junior, form three . Kat sekolah masa hari sukan kitorang satu rumah sukan (baru teringat) . hehe . Budak nakal la jugak . But not jahat laaa . haha .

Apa lagi eh ? oh ~ ade ramai secret admire kot . Entah la . Pastu dia ni budak pandai . Orangnya peramah jugak . Yang tak boleh blah he said that first impression dia tengok aku dia kata I am a good girl . Okay yang tu lawak ~ Dia tak tau kot berapa banyak peraturan sekolah yang aku langgar .

Masa spm tweet sakan ngan dia .Well , he do knows my lil secret . lol ! (kau bagi tau sesape siap kau) !! Pernah sekali je hangout ngan dia . Tak pernah terlintas nak hangout ngan junior sebenarnya . Tapi haha okay la jugak en2?

Dia ni anak mak . Masa keluar hari tu mak dia risau sangat . Tu baru gi Sunway je . Hm .. Dia share la jugak masalah dia & I do too . Ade eh ? (tak ingat) ^^ . Sometimes gila2 jugak . Orang lain la cakap dia ni panas baran . Yeke ? Entah . Tak pernah tunjuk la pulak .

So tahun depan dah naik Form 4 . Concentrate on your next exam . Benda dah lepas biarkan and work hard for spm ^^ . Believe in Allah . He knows what's best for ya ! Chill okay . 

Okay la . Banyak dah tu . Emm . Gambar takde eh sorryyy .  Lol . Pen off .  

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SPM Dah Lepas , Will be missing Beta Pleated So Much

 Alhamdulillah ~

SPM has ended successfully . Insyaallah straight As . Amin . I love Beta Pleated so much that I don't wanna separate w em . They're my oxygen for real . We've done so many things together . A lot ! such as eat together , lepakingss , had a lot of laugh especially , hiding under the beds , movie marathon , OVER NIGHT at TC I won't forget ! and there's a lot more . oh yeah I'm pleasure to introduce em to y'all . There are ten of us . MEET :

• Nana
• Aini Md Zanan
• Elida 
• Haifa
• Dina
• Wawi
• Nadra
• Iklima
• Husna
• Mila
• and ME !

 We had such a great time together . Why 'Beta Pleated' ? haha .. for those who learned biology in high school you know . It is because the characteristic of beta pleated is folded . We like to 'melipat' lol .

It is formed when everyone in the batch said "set mu lah" and we're like "sejak bila kita ni 'set' yg diorang cakap tu?" and since that when they kept saying we were 'set' so baik namakan je terus . 

We've been through all the happy and sad moment together . When the hard time , when all of em bashing us , it's like we stay together no matter what happens !  We protect and defense each other . We had our meeting in our 'markas' . We have 'markas' you know ! lol 

And of course when the happy time it's like we own the world ! No body can disturb us . Sape je yang berani langgar peraturan maktab selain kita ? hahaha

We are so rapat that no one can ever separate us . Biar lah dengan ape orang nak kata . . We are who we are . Gaduh sikit2 biasa lah . Dalam setiap hubungan mesti ade salah faham sikit2 . alah nak tambah perisa je . Tu nak suruh kita ambik pengajaran bukan nak suruh kita bermusuhan sesama kita .

 I hope we will stay together even we live far away .

 

 This is so precious to me and I know to you girls too .

 A lot of memories , can't be replace with money .

 All the moments together .

You guys make me complete . Grateful for your existence , faithful no matter the distance .

You guys are all that matters to me . Lots of love from Deana HarQay JBieb . mmmmuuaaaaah ~

 

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I'll Not Disturb You and Your 'New Friend'

Assalamualaikum 

Hari ni rasa macam nak post some sad story untuk you all..

Hmm..korang rasa ape yang aku nak cite? 

Pernah tak ade bestfriend yang bila korang start je kawan ngan dia it's like..

"yeah we're bestfriend forever !"

So kitorang start kawan..and bila tahun ni ade ramai budak baru masuk and bilik pun dah tukar (boarding school), kitorang makin lama makin jauh..tambah lagi ngan masing2 ade urusan n sentiasa busy..

Bila time sesekali nak jumpa or balik prep sama2..dah penat2 tunggu nih..

ade pulak 'new friend' dia yang potong line..duk tengah2 antara aku ngan bestfriend aku ni..pastu dia sentap tangan my cute little friend ni.

Dia yang macam jealous sangat sebab aku memang rapat ngan bestfriend aku ni.. dah nama pun bestfriend kan???

Aku tak kisah pun sebenarnya bestfriend aku nak ade kawan baru ke ape ke.. aku tak halang langsung.. Tapi bila ade kawan baru dia yang buat kitorang cam ni haih ape masalah kau doe??

Jealous ke aku kawan ngan dia????

Aku tau bila kawan baru dia tarik kawan aku ni n jalan laju2 kat depan.. my bestfriend berhenti kejap sebab dia tau aku nak balik ngan dia.. Dia tarik beg aku so that aku boleh jalan sekali..

Tapi nak wat cmne.. aku dah sentap gila sebab new friend dia buat aku camni..

Then, aku pun senyum and sudahnya aku balik sensorang..lepas dah beli air mineral Ice Mountain, aku balik ikut jalan yang agak gelap sikit sebab aku tak nak orang nampak aku menangis..

Seriously..selama ni aku boleh tahan lagi..even klau ade orang wat camtu kat classmate aku pun aku tak kesah..

Maybe korang anggap benda ni kecik je and x yah la sampai nak menangis.. but to me..it's my biggest problem..

dah lah dengan crush yang diam seribu bahasanya. pasal crush aku boleh terima lagi sebab aku rasa aku ade kawan so it doesnt matter lah dia nak diam ke ape..

tapi bila aku dah xde kawan macam ni..aku nak cari sape untuk teman aku kat college??

So untuk 'new friend' bestfriend aku tu.. Aku harap kau berbahagia lah dengan bestfriend aku sebab aku takkan sibuk2 lagi dengan dia.. 

Cuma kalau dia datang cari aku kau jangan nak jealous sangatlah..sebab kiranya aku lagi precious dari diri kau yang suka merampas tu..

I'm too harsh am I??? What's so confusing?? You make me !

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Me Gedik with Justin Bieber

Assalamualaikum 

Hi there, fellas !

Today , I'm posting a lot of photos that I wanna share with you guys !  

Fun editing !

 

 Siblingsssss.. :) at klcc

 Wow ! I am totally 'gedik' with Justin Bieber !

 

I love U , JB <3>

 

 Sweet ~

He is totally adorable !

p/s: I miss my CRUSH.. :'(

Till then.

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Just Whatever !

Hi readers,

What's wrong with the post title? What's wrong with me? Sigh. I just can't forget about him for just one second, REPEAT ! ONE second . I can get a     

                                  

Why I can't forget about him? I don't know ! It feels like it just come in and out with pleasure without thinking a bit 'bout my feeling. .

     I don't want to !

 It hurts me so much. You want to know something? Deep inside my heart..    <<< read it?

I'm confuse? If I don't love you, why will I miss you?  

 

   Allah ! Please help Your weak servant ! Please tell her what to do ! Please tell me what to do !

 

the only way to get rid of that feeling towards you !

 

 I'll make sure that you'll never influence my stupid feeling towards you ANYMORE !

 

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Alhamdulillah ~

Assalamualaikum everyone !

As everybody knows that SPM result has been announced 4 days ago and I think that it is not too late to congratulate my crush, here, in my site ! well .. you know .. it is hard for me to update this blog this year .. 
Shall we move on with our topic? You wanna know how much did he got? Straight A's . Yes, all A's .. Now that he had made his parents , family and teachers proud of him . I wonder how I can beats him .. or maybe as good as him .. you know .. he is not only my crush but also the source of my inspiration to succeed (too much?) .   

It is hard for me to accept that we are not studying at the same place anymore . If he knows how much I miss him so badly :'(

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Jangan Kacau Orang Hari Jumaat !

Assalamualaikum everybody ! Happy nampak ! So wanna hear my story today ? Come read this !

Okay .. xtau la knape .. tapi .. aku rasa seronok sangat .. and aku terasa nak kacau orang erk ! more specific .. 'dia' lah .. okay .. hantar jelah text .. masa tu nak gi makan .. ingatkan dia xnk reply so cakap la sorry .. then , hmm .. dia kata nak gi solat jumaat .. *pap ! tepuk dahi* .. aku lupa yang hari tu hari jumaat ..
o.0  aku hantar satu lagi text and ingatkan nak sambung kacau lepas orang habis semayang jumaat .. tp langsung xkacau dah lepas tu .. nak tau kenapa ?

Haha  ^ 0 ^

Aku pening bhai ! Dah setengah jam turun dari feri baru terasa effect dia .. kepala aku betul2 pening .. Sampai habis satu hari tu .. Malam tu aku makan panadol .. *nasib baik mama bawak* ..

Esoknya .. aku xde masa sebab banyak tempat aku nak gi .. so aku tak text dia .. tp malam aku free dah .. so masa nak gi makan .. aku text lah .. saje2 je sbnarnye .. tengok2 dia reply .. aku pun x tau nak cakap ape .. so aku merapu je lah .. tanye je ape aku nak tanye .. lalala ~

Kesimpulannya !!! korang jangan nak kacau orang masa hari jumaat or masa orang tu nak gi wat ibadah ye ! INGAT !

p/s: peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugaa..

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Hey 'YOU' Nak Tahu Tak ???

Peace be upon everybody !  ^_^

Balik je dari swimming pool tadi kan I terus online .. hmm ade yang x tau ? bace entry nih ... >>> Swimming Pool = Babysitter <<<

Hah .. sambung cite .. I terus bukak list chat .. nampak dia online .. I nak sangat chat ngan dia sebenarnya .. dah lama x contact dia since SPM break hari tu .. hmm ~

Masa SPM break hari tu kan I contact dia .. Pastu ade kawan I bagi tau yang 'dia' stress sebab tau ade sorang girl ni menangis sebab tengok 'dia' study ngan another girl .. orang hot lah katakan .. haha .. I tekejut la jugak .. klau just admire xyah lah sampai nak menangis bila tengok dia ngan girl lain .. haha .. lagipun kan diorang study bukan bertepuk tampar ... tapi xtau lah kalau ye..  

friend I tau sebab ade someone yang contact dia bagi tahu benda ni .. it's not a big deal klau diorang study sama2 sebab dia tu kan budak pandai .. so kalau x nk ajar karang orang kata kedekut ilmu pulak .. dah lah tengah exam masa tu .. haih ~ nasib baik aku x jadi hot stuff masa high school 

Okay ! back to the story .. memang nak sangat2 contact dia lagi .. n ade benda nak cakap sebenarnya .. tapi  cam not ready lagi .. memang just admire dia .. n xdelah terfikir nak couple sekali pun .. Couple ! haha .. not my topic anymore .. I just like to admire people .. sebab admire xkan bagi kita apa2 harapan .. 

Yeah .. I memang pernah bagi macam2 kat dia .. but it just on admiring purpose .. jangan pikir yang I ni tergila-gilakan U sangat .. klau Bieber ade depan mata n selalu ade macam study tempat sama dengan I sekalipun I'll do the same as I do to you .. knape ? I kan admire Bieber .. ^_^

Wow ramainye kau admire orang deana .. haha  ^_^ 

xde la ramai just kurang dari 10 orang jerrr ... I'll admire people who catches my eyes on them .. tapi xde lah semua tu aku bagi macam2 .. dalam kurang dari 10 orang tu .. just 2 orang je yang I bagi stuff like choc , tee shirt n so on .. kalau admire nie cakap in post yang lain la .. nanti x cukup satu page .. hehe ~

Lastly , memang nak sangat chat dengan dia balik .. nak contact dia lagi .. tapi bukan sekarang .. takut gak kalau dia rimas .. haha ! tau perasaan tu sebab I pun pernah kena okay ! macam I cakap tadilah nasib baik aku x jadi hot stuff in high school haha ..  ^_^

okay lah pen off now !

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Swimming Pool = Babysitter

Assalamualaikum semuaaaaaaaaaa ! sihat selalu yaaa !  ^_^

Hmm .. hari nie nak post ape ek? *thinking*

Okay2 !! dah tau ! 

hmm .. Lebih kurang pukul 10 pagi tadi saya pergi swimming pool teman adik2 .. plus jd babysitter diorang ! adoi ~ terpaksa lorh .. hmm .. saya x mandi pun .. just main game sambil dengar lagu .. then bosan, saya baca novel .. tengah2 baca .. ada lah dua tiga orang yang boleh saya wat cuci mata sekejap *amboiakunih* haha LOL ! saya lepak sensorang kat meja bulat tu .. pastu sempat pulak mamat ni tanye ..

" hai ! x swimming ke ? "

" err .. x .. *senyum* "

" hmm .. okay ! bye ! " , huh ~ gila ! nasib baik x cakap banyak mamat nih .. *tariknafashembus* .. plus .. nasib baik handsome !! *senyumsampaitelingabiladiadahblah*

 

emm .. hilang bosan .. okay ! serious ! Dalam pukul 3 camtu kitorang balik sebab hari dah nak hujan .. saya rasa legaaaaa sangat boleh balik .. hmm .. balik je terus online .. baca buku malam kot .. haha .. hari nie rasa malas lah x tau knape .. huhu ~ 

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I Love You And Always Will Be

Kenangan Memang Senang Disimpan Tapi Sukar Untuk Dilupakan .. Sorry sebab tajuk agak jiwang .. tapi mimpi tu buat aku jadi macam ni .. mimpi yang sangat sedih .. mimpi yang mengingatkan aku dekat dia .. Orang yang aku rapat masa zaman persekolahan dulu .. Orang yang aku sayang ..

Kenangan silam ...

Macam biasa , dekat tempat yang selalu kitorang lepak .. seminggu lepas UPSR . (Seriously ! A big LoL !!!)

" Hey ! I ada benda nak cakap dengan U .. "

"oh yeah ? ape dia ?

" Hmm .. macam mana nak bagi tau ni .. "

" Are you talking to yourself ? "

" hah ? aaa .. I .. I .. "

" haha .. sejak bila you jadi gagap ni ? I x tau pun .. " , cucuk pinggang dia ..

" I nak U disamping I selalu .. "

" Hey ! ape yang you mengarut ni ? I kan memang dengan you selalu .. and semua orang tau tu .. " ,  gelak .

" Deana , I serious ni .. " , telan air liur .. kalau dia dah sebut nama memang dia serious !

" Sorry , tapi I x faham .. "

" I nak ade relationship lebih dari seorang kawan .. "

" But .. I thought that you're my BFF ? "

"  Yeah .. I'm still your BFF .. Your BoyFriend Forever .. I know it's hard for you to accept now .. if you need time, I understand .. "

" Yes , I do need time . "

" Kalau you x terima pun ,  I harap kita still jadi BFF . " 

" Aaa .. sure .. I x boleh nak cakap ape skarang .. I had a shock you know ! "

*dua2 gelak**kaku*

Kenangan nie memang xkan aku lupa .. setiap bait2 yang kitorang ungkapkan .. seriously aku x boleh lupa .. that moment is so precious to me .. Sudahnya this relationship bertahan sampai before PMR .. Aku terpaksa buat keputusan tu .. masing2 stress and ade banyak masalah tambah pulak dengan sekolah jarak jauh .. SUSAH ! I'm so sorry for the decision .. really2 sorry ! Tapi I nak you tahu that I Am Still Love You And Always Will Be !

Again , sorryyyyy sangat2 ! sebab aku tulis ni masa aku tengah emo .. Sorry eh ?

I Love You And Always Will Be ..

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